PASSIONATE PURSUIT...A PSALM AFTER GOD'S OWN HEART

I, TIARA, A SERVANT OF THE MOST HIGH, CALLED AS A PASTOR OF THE LIVING GOD TO THE FAITHFUL AND TRUE WORSHIPPERS I WRITE THAT YOUR JOY MAY BE FULL. THOUGH WERE ARE ENDURING SPIRITUAL WARFARE FOR THIS APPOINTED TIME, MAY THE LORD JESUS CHRIST STRENGTHEN YOU IN YOUR SPIRIT MAN WITH THE COMFORT OF HIS MANIFEST PRESENCE.
AT THE PRESENT MOMENT IT IS NEEEDFUL TO MENTION FOR ME TO BOAST IN MY WEAKNESS THAT IN DOING SO THE LORD'S STRENGTH CAN BE PERFECTED. MY FLESH HAS BEEN WEAK AND YET THE SPIRIT IS EVER WILLING TO DO THE LORD'S WILL AND HIS PURPOSE. THE ZEAL WITHIN HAS EATEN ME UP AND YET MY HEART IS INDITING A GOOD MATTER. WITHIN IS A WRESTLE WITH MY AFFLICTIONS AS WELL AS MY SHORTCOMINGS. I AM DRIVEN WITHIN MY VERY BEING WITH A PASSION TO SEEK THE LORD'S FACE, A PASSION TO PLEASE HIM, AND YET THOUROUGHLY DISAPPOINTED WITH THE FACTS THAT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO EVER GIVE HIM WHAT HE IS WORTHY OF. THERE IS NO PRAISE TO LIFT HIM HIGH ENOUGH. THERE IS NO WORSHIP THAT CAN PORTRAY HIS HOLINESS. THERE IS NO TESTIOMY THAT CAN BE PUT INTO WORDS THE GLORY AND HONOR DUE TO HIS RIGHTEOUS NAME. DEEP CALLETH UNTO DEEP TO SEARCH THE VERY REIGNS OF MY BEING AND MY SPIRIT IS SATISFIED WITH THE JOY OF HIM BEING A REFUGE. THE RELEVANCE OF MY SHORTCOMINGS BECOMES A DISTANT MEMORY WHEN MY SPIRIT MAN COMMUNES TO STATING TO SIMPLY GIVE WHAT YOU HAVE. SO THOUGH I WILL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH AND WHAT I HAVE IS NOT PERFECT, I RECOGNIZE HIM AS MY CREATOR AND I GIVE MY WHOLE SELF TO HIM. THE PRAISE I GIVE WITH MY WHOLE HEART. MY WORSHIP I GIVE AS IF I'M RIGHT AT THE FEET OF HIS THRONE AND MY OBEDIENCE AS IF IT WERE MY LAST TIME. HE HAS NEVER ASKED FOR WHAT I DON'T HAVE OR COULDN'T GIVE, BUT THAT WHAT I DO HAVE, THAT'S WHAT I GIVE. MY ANGER, HURT, DISAPPOINTMENT, FRUSTRATIONS, MISUNDERSTANDINGS, SHORTCOMINGS, INSECURITIES, DOUBTS, FEARS, DESIRES, ZEAL, WHATEVER I HAVE I GIVE TO THE MOST HIGH. WHAT DO I HAVE THAT YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN ME O' LORD? WHAT IS MINE IS THINE.
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