WORD OF THE LORD- spoken through PROPHET DEMETRIUS HAWTHORNE
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I WILL DESTROY THEM. THEY WERE ON SPIRITUAL LIFE SUPPORT AND THEY CONTINUED TO BEAT THEM THAT WERE ON SPIRITUAL LIFE SUPPORT AND THEY DIED. SPEAK MY WORD. DO NOT BE AFRAID OF THEM. I WILL DESTROY THE UNITED STATES BECAUSE THEY REFUSE ME. I WILL DESTROY THE WATER SUPPLY. KINGDOMS WILL RISE AGAINST THEM FROM THE FAR EAST. I WILL SEND A SERIES OF STORMS. THE RELIGIOUS SECTOR WILL BE PUT TO SLEEP AND GIVE HEED TO THE DEVIL BECAUSE THEY HAVE PUT ME DOWN. EUROPE WILL BE HIT WITH PLAGUE WHERE THEY WILL VOMIT BLOOD. THE ATHIESTS WILL CALL UNTO ME OF RUSSIA. I WILL POUR OUT MY SPIRIT IN THE FAR SOUTH. AFRICA WILL NOT SEE ME COMING. I WILL SEND A PLAGUE UPON THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE PUT ME DOWN AND THE DEVIL UP. I WILL RELEASE MORE DEMONS FROM HELL. I WILL RE-ESTABLISH MYSELF IN CANADA. BE HAPPY BECAUSE I HAVE CHOSEN YOU. YOU WILL NOT SEE SORROW FOR I HAVE SHIELDED YOU. YOU WILL BE IN HAPPINESS. THE ONES THAT DO NOT SPEAK MY TRUE WORD I WILL TAKE AWAY THE ANOINTING AND THEY WILL KNOW.

Matthew 26:8
But when His disciples saw it, they had indignation, saying, to what purpose is this waste?
 
Some people don’t see your purpose, though you want them to. Sometimes we don’t even see our own purpose in certain situations, but the Lord see all, knows all, and just wants ready and willing vessels to be obedient to His will and purpose and not to try to figure things out and attempt to do His job. The indignation comes from not understanding and some people wanting to control outcomes of situations and circumstances but when you’re seeking by the Spirit of Love then the longsuffering and gentleness overcomes and gives assurance that all things are possible and we look to the hills knowing that Christ is the Alpha, Omega, the first, the last, the beginning and the end of all things. Nothing is too hard for the Lord. The Truth shall reign. People sit sometimes and think that the Lord has wasted His time on you. It’s not logical. The things that the Lord is using you to do doesn’t make sense to your enemies and to the spectators. It seems like the Lord wasted His time talking to you and blessing you and allowing you to be at His feet. However, know that all things were created for the Lord and by the Lord and for His purpose, not theirs. So when you go forth know that it’s for the Glory of God and that we are doing our works in obedience not as men pleasers.

-a God Chaser

I SAW ANOTHER SIDE OF THINGS… THERE’S TWO SIDES AND THEY BOTH HAVE AN END RESULT.
 
HE WHO HATH BEGUN A GOOD WORK IN YOU WILL PERFORM IT UNTIL THE DAY OF CHRIST JESUS.
 
MY HUSBAND OFTEN CALLED ME THE JUDGE. I DIDN’T UNDERSTAND IT AT THE TIME INITIALLY. IT WAS OUR THING… SOMETHING TO LAUGH ABOUT. WHEN HE GAVE RFERENCE TO THE NOTION. HE SAID IT WAS BECAUSE I HAD THE ABILITY TO SEE THINGS FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF OTHERS, THAT YOU PUT YOURSELF IN THE SHOES OF OTHER PEOPLE INVOLVED TO ASSIST THEM TO COME TO A PLACE OF COMMON GROUND AND RECOGNIZE HOW ALL PEOPLE ARE AFFECTED BY A PARTICULAR SITUATION AND WHAT NEEDS TO BE IMPLEMENTED TO RESTORE RIGHTEOUSNESS TO A SITUATION. IT WAS IN ME. IT WASN’T SOMETHING I HAD TO WORK AT. I LOVE THE WORD OF GOD. I LOVE RIGHTEOUSNESS. I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE AND I ENJOY FINDING CHRIST IN PEOPLE AND BRINGING HIM FRONT AND CENTER. THAT PLAYED A HUGE ROLE IN MY LIFE. I ALWAYS SAW THE GOOD. IT WAS MY JOB. THE ISSUES COULD ALWAYS BE WORKED OUT IF I FOUND THE GOOD FIRST. I LOVE IT. IT TOOK A TOLL ON ME BEING AN EFFECTIVE GATEKEEPER. IT WAS DRAINING AND I WASN’T AFFECTIVELY GAURDING MY ANOINTING. AS A GATEKEEPER, YOU MUST SEE THE EVIL AND NOT JUST SEARCH FOR THE GOOD. SO THERE’S WHERE I WAS SHOWN THE OTHER SIDE OF THINGS.
THE PROPHET CAME TO ME AND SPOKE BY THE SPIRIT OF GOD AND TOLD ME THAT I WAS GOING TO SEE SOME THINGS. “DO NOT FEAR THE THINGS YOU ARE GOING TO SEE”, HE SAID. HE WARNED ME OF THE SORROWS AND SAID THAT HE WOULD REPLACE IT WITH JOY. INITIALLY, I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT…OTHER THAN THE UNEXPECTED. THESE THINGS YOU COULD’NT PREPARE FOR.
I JUST HAD TO TRUST THE LORD. IT WAS UNCHARTERED TERRITORY. I WAS UNHINGED. IT WAS LIKE JUMPING OUT OF A PLANE AND NOT KNOWING WHAT WOULD HAPPEN NEXT. WHAT WAS GOD’S PLAN? WHAT IS HE GOING TO DO? THERE WAS NOWHERE TO RUN. THERE WAS NOWHERE TO HIDE THERE WAS NO ONE TO TALK TO WHO COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS DEALING WITH.
I STARTED TO SEE BOUNDARIES AND YET THEY WEREN’T BOUNDARIES. THE BOUNDARIES WERE NATURAL. THEY WERE EARTHLY. I KNEW IN MY HEART AND UNDERSTOOD THAT THEY WEREN’T REALLY THERE. THE PEOPLE AROUND ME DIDN’T SEE WHAT I WAS SEEING OR MAYBE THEY DID, JUST NOT IN THE SAME PERSPECTIVE. THE BOUNDARIES…MANY WERE SELF-INFLICTED. THOUGH THE BOUNDARIES WERE THERE IT FUELED MY PASSION FOR MORE. I WAS ANGRY. I BEGGED AND I PLEADED WITH THE LORD. I WAS STILL IN THE SAME BOAT. I WANTED TO HELP. I WANTED TO SHOW LOVE. IT WASN’T LIKE A MOSES SITUATION WHERE THE PEOPLE WANTED TO STAND AFAR OFF INSTEAD OF DRAWING NIGH. THE POWER WAS THERE TO HELP. IN THE MIDST OF THE BOUNDARIES. I SAW ALL SORTS OF POSSIBILITIES. PEOPLE WERE CRYING OUT IN FRUSTRATION, DESIRING TO BE HEALED AND WANTING SITUATIONS TO CHANGE BUT THEY HAD INTHEIR MIND HOW THEY WANTED THINGS TO HAPPEN AND THE SPIRIT OF GOD WASN’T MOVING FREELY. HE WANTED TO MOVE. HE WANTED TO DO THE WORK BUT WHO WOULD LET HIM. THERE WAS FEAR AND TREMBLING BUT IT WASN’T REVERENT. IT SEEMED AS IT THERE WAS A SPIRITUAL CHAOS. THE STRONG MAN WAS DESPERATELY TRYING TO BREAK FORTH AND DO A WORK BUT THE FLESH WAS CAUSING A FORBEARANCE….A QUENCHING THAT PROVOKED A GRIEVANCE. WHY WERE THEY PUSHING GOD AWAY? WHERE WAS THE PRAISE?
ALL I’VE KNOW WERE THE TENDER MERCIES AND THE LOVING KINDNESSES OF THE LORD BUT THE BEHIND THE SCENES OPERATIONS OF THE SPIRIT THAT I WAS EXPERIENCING I WOULDN’T WANT ANYONE TO EXPERIENCE SUCH THINGS. WE WANT GOD TO GET THE GLORY THROUGH ALL THAT WE DO. THAT’S HOW IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE. THOUGH I WAS SEEING AND EXPERIENCING CERTAIN HURT AND PAINS IT COULDN’T BE COMPARED TO WHAT JESUS WENT THROUGH TO SAVE US. I SAW THE WORDS TO COME TO LIFE. WHERE HE SAID HE WAS TOUCHED BY OUR INFIRMITIES. HE WAS WOUNDED FOR OUR TRANSGRESSIONS AND BRUISED FOR OUR INIQUITIES. THE THINGS THAT WE EARTHLINGS THINK ARE SO SMALL. IT’S NOT LOGICAL AND SOMETHIMES DOESN’T MAKE SENSE, YE TIT MAKES PERFECT SPIRITUAL SENSE. I FELT A SPIRITUAL COLD. I FELT LONELY, YET KNOWING THAT CHRIST WAS THERE. I FELT HELPLESS AND YET STILL KNOWING THAT I HAD ACCESS TO ALL POWER BY THE HOLY SPIRIT. I FELT THE HEAT OF A BURNING FIRE AND YET NOT BEING CONSUMED BY IT. WITH ALL THAT I WAS EXPERIENCEING, I STILL CRIED ON BEHALF OF THE CHILDREN. I STILL CRIED FOR MY ENEMIES TO BE SAVED AND FOR THEM TO SURRENDER AND THAT’S WHEN I LEARNED THE PURIFIED LOVE OF CHRIST AND MY MIND SEARCHED WHILE MY HEART LOOKED FOR A WAY TO REACH THE HEART OF GOD AND THE HEART OF HIS PEOPLE THAT HE HAD DESTINED TO OBEDIENCE. HOW COULD I GET TO THEIR HEART TO PROVOKE A PASSIONATE PURSUIT FOR CHRIST? WHY DID I CARE SO MUCH? YOU DON’T WANT ANYONE TO GO TO HELL NOT EVEN YOUR WORST ENEMY. WHAT YOU HOPE IS THAT THEY WILL SURRENDER TO THE WILL AND PURPOSE OF CHRIST. SO IN ALL OF THE PEOPLE I SAW…..I SAW MYSELF. WHEN I SAW THEM DRINK I SAID I DID THAT TOO, AND I WAS DELIVERED. WHEN I SAW THEM SMOKING I AID I DID THAT TOO AND JESUS DELIVERED ME. WHEN I SAW WOMEN AND MEN CHASING AFTER WHAT THEY THOUGHT WAS LOVE, I SAW MYSELF AND REMEMBERED THE FEELING OF FINDING THE REAL THING AND WANTING THEM TO HAVE THE SAME EXPERIENCE. SEEING THE TROUBLES OF JACKED UP SITUATIONS  AND FAMILIES NOT UNDERSTANDING YOU FUELED A PASSION EVEN MORE TO SHARE MY PERSONAL TESTIMONY ABOUT HOW REAL YOU ARE. THE EXPERIENCE OF JOBB LOSS AND DESIRING TO HELP PROVIDE FOR OYUR FAMILY, NEEDING AND SEARCHING FOR THE STRENGTH TO WAIT ON THE LORD FOR ANSWERS YET STILL HAVING COURAGE NOT KNWOING WHAT TOMORROW WOULD BRING . WONDERING IF I SHOULD BE ASHAMED AND REPENT IN HUMILIATION WHILE CALLING IT HUMILITY AND SURRENDER, WHILE BEING TESTED AND TRIED. DID THE LORD GOD PICK A FIGHT WITH ME BECAUSE OF MY DESIRE FOR RIGHTEOUSNESS AND HOLINESS OR BECAUSE HE LOOKED UPON ME FROM HIS HEAVENLY ABODE AND SAW I WAS NOT AS FAITHFUL AS MY HEART CLAIMED TO BE? I THOUGHT TO MYSELF I DON’T WHAT I COULD’VE DONE DIFFERENTLY WE’RE SUPPOSED TO BE ALL THINGS TO ALL MEN. IF GOD DID IT FOR ME HE WOULD DO IT FOR THEM, WHO WAS I TO JUDGE? I CRIED THE MORE, NOT BECAUSE OF THE SINS I SINNED BUT BECAUSE OF THE NUMEROUS DELIVERANCES THAT HE HAD DELIVERED. THAT SAME GOD DID IT FOR ME AND IS NO RESPCTOR OF PERSONS. WHERE DID I GO WRONG? WE AREOUR BROTHERS’ KEEPER. WE DON’T GIVE UP ON LOVING WHEN CHRIST LOVED US SO MUCH THAT HE PAID THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE. WHAT WENT WRONG? THE COMPLETION OF THE FAITH. WE DON’T FINISH THE WORK, CHRIST DOES! HE GIVES THE INCREASE.
SOMETIMES WE GET IN OUR LITTLE EARTHLING HEADS THAT WE KNOW HOW GOD IS GOING TO MOVE OR EVEN WHAT HE WON’T DO. HOWEVER, FAITH IS WHAT MOVES GOD. HE BUILDS UP AND HE PUTS DOWN. WE DON’T CONTROL ANYTHING. PURIFIED LOVE OF CHRIST PROVOKES CHRIST TO MOVE ON OUR BEHALF AND COVERS A MULTITUDE OF SINS. IN THIS GROWING PROCESS…IN THE MIDST OF HUMBLING AND PERPLEXITIES THERE WAS STILL A YEARNING TO PLEASE TO THE LORD AND TO GIVE GLORY TO THE NAME OF JESUS. THE SITUATION PROPELLED ME TO PRAISE THAT I COULDED LET DIE. I DIDN’T WHAT THE LORD WANTED FROM MEBUT I KNEW HE WAS THE ALMIGHTY. THE REFUGE. THE GOD ALL TRUTH. IT WASN’T ABOUT ME. IT WAS ABOUT WHAT CHRIST WAS DOING IN ME. IT WAS ABOUT HOW TO BECOME OBEDIENT, DENY THE FLESH, AND LET GOD GLORIFY HIMSELF IN ME. THERE WAS AN ATTACK ON MY MIND I HADN’T EXPERIENCED BEFORE. I THOUGHT I HAD DONE SOMETHING WRONG. I WAS HERE BUT I WASN’T HERE. I HEARD GREAT SWELLING WORDS THAT WERE TOO HIGH FOR ME AS SPOKEN BY THE PROPHET DANIEL AND JOHN IN THE BOOK OF REVELATION. THEY WERE OFFENSIVE AND HURTFUL AND I COULDN’T UNDERSTAND WHY THE LORD WANTED ME TO HEAR SUCH THINGS. MY HEART WAS BROKEN IN A WAY I DIDN’T THINK WAS POSSIBLE. WHY WOULD ANYONE SAY THOSE THINGS ABOUT CHRIST? THE ENEMY WANTED ME TO GO ASTRAY. IWAS HIT WITH GUILT AND SELF-PITY. HE ATTEMTED TO MAKE ME FOCUS ON ALL THE WRONG I HAD DONE IN MY LIFE INSTEAD OF THE RGIHTEOUSNESS THAT HAD BEEN ESTABLISHED IN CHRST. I SMELLED THE SMELL OF SULFUR AND THE SMELL OF BURNING FLESH. I SMELLED LEMONS. I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE I WAS SPIRITUALLY BUT IT FELT LIKE HELL AND I CRIED OUT TO THE LORD. JESUS FORGIVE ME FOR NOT LOVING PROPERLY LIKE YOU LOVED ME…FOR BEING IN YOUR WAY, FOR NOT PRAYING AS FERVENTLY AS I COULD HAVE. MY HEART WAS BROKEN LIKE IT WASN’T MY HEART, I LIKE BROKE THE HEART OF CHRIST IN ME…AS IF I WAS BESIDES MYSELF WATCHING THE SPIRIT GRIEVE. THERE WAS A SPIRITUAL GROANING THE SPIRIT WANTING TO BREAK FORTH. IT’S AS IF THERE WS ANOTHER SPIRIT THERE TRYING TO BUFFET ME, TRYING TO BIND THE STRONG MAN IN ME.
THERE WAS TROUBLE. THERE WAS FEAR. THERE WAS PERPLEXITY. I WONDERED IF I WAS SUPPOSED TO CTY AS A MOURNER IN THE STREET WITH SACKCLOTH AND ASHES, OR IF I SHOULD SIMPLY REJOICE THAT YOU ALLOWED AFFLICTION KNOWING THAT YOU WERE RISEN. I READ OF ALL SORTS OF DESTRUCTION THAT PEOPLE WERE DESERVING IN THE OLD TESTAMENT. I WAS PRICKED IN MY HEART BECAUSE MANY OF THE THOSE THINGS THAT YOU WOULD DESTROY PEOPLE FOR I KNEW I WAS GUILTY OF  AND IT WAS AS IF IT WERE ALMOST TRUE ABOUT MYSELF LORD JESUS BUT THEN MY HEART SAYS YOU’RE RISEN. SO THEN THE THOUGHT COMES TO MIND ABOUT HOW LONG DO YOU MOURN TO GOD ABOUT SINS THAT HE’S ALREADY PAID THE PRICE FOR? I REPENTED. THE GRACE IS THERE. THE BLOOD WAS SHED. WE’RE OVERCOMERS BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB AND THE WORD OF THE TESTIMONY OF CHRIST. I REMEMBER A PSALM I WOULD SHOUT SOMETIMES O’ TASTE AND SEE THAT THE LORD IS GOOD AND HIS MERCIES ENDURETH FOREVER. SO AS I LOOKED AND EXPERIENCED THE THINGS THAT YOU WANTED ME TO SEE, THE TASTE OF IT WS AWESOME BECAUSE FROM MY PERSPECTIVE LOOKING WITH YOUR HEART I SAW POSSIBILITIES, I SAW HOPE IN THE MIDST OF SEEMINGLY HOPELESS SITUATIONS. I SAW HURT AND PAIN. I SAW ALL MANNERS OF EVIL. SO I WAS SORROWFUL YET REJOICING BECAUSE I KNEW THAT YOU WERE IN THE MIDST OF IT ALL AND ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS SPEAK A WORD AND THE SITUATION COULD CHANGE. THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE THAT ARE SO HASTEY TO SAY THEY’RE BELIEVERS EVEN BEFORE ANYONE ASKS. SO WHY DON’T THEY CALL ON YOUR NAME, JESUS? WHY DO THEY TRY TO FIGURE THINGS OUT INSTEAD OF ALLOWING YOU TO HANDLE THE SITUATION? YOU WERE RIGHT THERE. YOU WERE ALWAYS WAITING IN THE MIDST TO BE A REFUGE. THEN THE TASTE OF THINGS BECAME NOT SO TASTEFUL BECAUSE I SAW A FORM OF GODLINESS WHILE THE TRUE SPIRIT OF GOD WAS GRIEVED NOT ABLE TO DO THE WORK YOU INTENDED BECAUSE HE WAS HINDERED BY THE FLESH.

​-a GOD CHASER