CHASING AFTER HIM...

​PRAYER OF A GODCHASER


HOW CAN I CONTAIN THE ZEAL O’ LORD THAT DRIVES ME TO SEEK YOUR FACE?...TO SEEK AFTER YOUR SPIRIT? I AM OVERFLOWING WITH LOVE FOR YOU AND WITH LOVE FOR YOUR WORD. YOU ARE THE DRIVING AND MOTIVATING FORCE BEHIND EVERTHING THAT I DO. THOUGH I COME SHORT OF YOUR GLORY, AT TIMES I THINK TO GIVE UP. I THINK TO QUIT, YET MY HEART HAS SOME KIND OF FIRE…REFINING...CONSUMING WITHIN ME. I CANNOT SHAKE IT. I MUST SEEK YOU LORD JESUS. RESCUE ME FROM THIS MIRY PIT. LET ME NOT BE CONSUMED IN THE HANDS OF MY ENEMIES. HEAR ME O’ LORD JESUS WHEN I CRY UNTO THEE; I NEED THEE O’ LORD, MY CREATOR.YOU CHOSE ME FOR THIS WORK. FORSAKE ME NOT. YOU ONLY KNOW THAT MY WEAKNESSES HAVE PERFECTED YOUR STRENGTH. THE WEAKNESS IS YOUR PURIFIED LOVE O’ LORD. PLEASE SEARCH THE VERY REIGNS OF MY BEING AND HAVE MERCY ON ME. CONSIDER MY HEART O’ LORD… THE INWARD PASSION AFTER YOUR OWN HEART. THE PASSION TO MOVE YOU BY FAITH…THE PASSION TO PLEASE YOU. IN THE MORNING I WANT TO MOVE FORTH, YET MY SPIRIT MAN CRAVES YOU BEYOND MY GRASP. I WANT TO PLEAD WITH YOU. HOW? I FI HAD TEN THOUSAND TONGUES; I COULDN’T PRAISE YOU ENOUGH. MY WORSHIP IS PERPETUAL THROUGH ALL OF MY ENDEAVORS. I AM AT AQUANDRY. IF THE HEAVENS CANNOT CONTAIN THEE O’ LORD THEN HOW CAN I? WHERE DO I GO? WHAT DO I DO WITH ALL OF YOU THAT IS WITHIN ME WITHOUT AN OUTLET? HOW HAVE THOU FORSAKEN ME O’ LORD MY DARLING WHILE MY GREATEST DESIRE IS TO PLEASE YOU? HOW CAN I PLEASE THEE? HOW CAN I MOVE THEE? I AM CONSUMED WITH THE THOUGHTS OF YOU EVEN THROUGH THE MIDNIGHT HOUR. YOU ARE TH ESTRENGTH OF MY BEING AND MY VERY WEAKNESS. I NEED THEE O’ LORD. YOU ARE THE LETTER HID UPON THE VERY TABLET OF MY HEART. I KNOW NOT THE WAY TO OBTAIN YOU WHO HAS APPREHENDED ME. DAILY I WET MY BED WITH MY TEARS. MY EYES ACHE FOR THE NEED TO BREAK FORTH AND SEE YOU. O’ LORD MEND MY HEART. WHY HATH THY SPIRIT CAPTIVATED ME SO? I AM SHUT UP FROM COMING FORTH…MY NEIGHBORS AND EVEN MINE OWN ACQUAINTANCE HAVE CONSIDERED ME A CAST AWAY. I HAVE BEEN A REPROACH. AGAINST YOU ONLY HAVE I SINNED. AGAINST YOU ONLY HAVE I BEEN A COWARD. I HAVE COME SHORT TIME AND TIME AGAIN AND YET I CANNOT ESCAPE YOUR HOLY SPIRIT. WHERE O’ LORD CAN I GO THAT YOUR SPIRIT WOULD NOT BE? WHERE I COULD I RUN? WHERE COULD I HIDE? O’ LORD JESUS WILL YOU BE SATISFIED WITH MY SURRENDER TO THEE? SURRENDER YOU HAVE REQUIRED. SURRENDER I HAVE DESIRED. THE REST I CANNOT FORMULATE INTO WORDS OF COMPREHENSION. O’ LORD WILT THOU EVER SHOW FORTH THINE FAVOR AGAIN? O’ THAT I MIGHT HAVE MY DESIRE OF THEE…