PRAYER OF A GODCHASER

CHASING AFTER HIM
 
THE THOUGHTS OF MY HEART SEEM TO HAVE NO MEANS BY WHICH TO SPEAK O’ LORD. THE ZEAL AFTER THINE HEART IS SHUT UP AND CANNOT COME FORTH. THE WORDS OF A READY WRITER ARE WITHHELD YET KNOWN. I TELL MYSELF IT IS DONE. IT IS ENOUGH. I WILL NOT SPEAK. I WILL NOT UTTER THE THOUGHTS THAT HAVE BEEN ETCHED UPON MY HEART. I SAID I WOULD SHUT MY MOUTH. I WILL HIDE MYSELF AND BE AAS I WERE BEFORE WHEN I KNEW YOU NOT, WHEN I HAD NO ENCOUNTER…WHEN I WAS WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING, YET TO UNDERSTAND IS TO COMPREHEND THE FACT THAT YOUR LOVE HAS NO END AND THE BEGINNING CANNOT BE PLACED AND YET WE KNOW YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE. WHY HAVE YOU CHOSEN ME TO POUR UPON YOUR LOVE S ZEALOUSLY? HOW DO YOU STIR SUCH A GIFT IN ME? FOR WHAT PURPOSE DO YOU POUR AND STAND AFAR OFF? MY HEART’S DESIRE IS FOR YOU TO BE GLORIFIED. WHY O’ LORD IS MY HEART IN SUCH A PASSIONATE PURSUIT AFTER THE HEART THAT YOU HIDE FROM ME? PIECES, PIECES, PIECES OF YOU…YOU HAVE GIVEN WITH A DESIRE FOR MORE. HOW CAN I OBTAIN THAT WHICH YOU HAVE DESIGNED ME TO CRAVE. THE PRSENCE OF YOU…THE UNITY…THE ONENESS…I’M DRIVEN WITHIN TO SEEK THE SPIRIT…THE VERY DEEP THINGS JUST TO BE CLOSER. YOU SAID AT ONE APPOINTED TIME THAT IF IT WAS ONLY TO BEHOLD THEN YOU WOULD WITHHOLD; YET TO BEHOLD YOUR WORK IS NOT MY HEART’S ONLY DESIRE. THE WAYS BY WHICH THE HEART DESPERATELY DESIRES TO CLING TO YOUR SPIRIT CANNOT BE UTTERED IN A PERFECT WAY. YOU ARE THE ORIGINATOR OF ALL GLORY AND MAJESTY AND SPLENDOR. THIS LIFE THAT YOU HAVE SPOKEN IN ME IS NOT ABOUT SEEEING, HEARING, TASTING, TOUCHING, OR FEELING YOU ONLY BUT THE COMPREHENSION TO FATHOM OUR BEING IN THE MIDST OF YOU…WITHIN YOU…AS ONE. GREATER LOVE HATH NO MAN THAN INE WHO HATH LAID DOWN HIS LIFE FOR A FRIEND AND YET I ASK WHY YOU DIED FOR SUCH A ONE AS ME WHOM YOU WILL NOT FIND WORTHY TO BE IN YOUR PRESENCE? YOU HAVE CREATED FLESH AND THEN YOU SAY IT CANNOT PLEASE YOU. YOU HAVE DONE THE CREATING FOR YOUR GOOD PLEASURE. HOW CAN SO GREAT A LOVE BE SO HARD TO GRASP? YOU SAY WE STAND AFAR OFF, BUT HAVEN’T YOU? AREN’T WE YOUR HERITAGE? MAKE US O’ LORD. TEACH US TO DO THY RIGHTEOUSNESS. TAKE THESE PIECES OF CLAY AND MAKE A RIGHTEOUS BODY UNTO YOURSELF. YOU ARE THE KING OF GLORY. YOU REIGN…I SAY REIGN O’LORD  #pray #seek #trust

​- a god chaser